i am...

i am super-busy with this and that, all important activities on different levels and different stages.
i am incredulous at a development that i never expected at this point in my life (i say life because writing is not simply a career for me), but for which i am very very thankful to God.
i am appreciative that someone actually makes me smile at how happy he always is to see me--i'm not quite sure why. i mean, i know my worth as a person, but how does he value me exactly, i don't know. but going back to the first statement...
i am so busy with so many things, so many ideas, so many to-dos...but i am also happy because i am doing things that i love and working towards goals that i have set for myself, without hesitation. i just ask for energy, focus, and emotional maturity to face each and every aspect of my life head-on. the close of this year is looking very very good indeed.