time to regroup

i honestly thought i was ready. thought it was time to once again get into the grind, to do what i love the most, and to do it on a regular basis, back in the city where i grew up. i was all ready to leave behind the cold air, the independence, the verdant surroundings.
but this heat is killing me--almost literally! i can't handle it, some days i'm dehydrated just from sitting around and writing in this weather. all indications point to a hotter summer this year. seems city life is unhealthy for me. it's time to rethink this.
so i'm off, going up again to renew myself, clear my head. maybe in the cold, my vision will once again clear. didn't Jesus go up to the mountain to "escape" before coming back down, rejuvenated?